Due To A Family Tragedy, I Will Be gone For An Indefinite Period Of Time And I Apologize For That. I Will Continue What I'm Doing As Soon As I'm Able!

You guys are like my extended Family and I love you guys and once again, I thank you so much for your love and support. I regret to say that we've had a tragic passing in our Family and I must leave within the hour to be with those that need my love and support. I just felt indebted to my loyal readers and listeners and those that have Emailed me often, to thank me and voice their support.

You guys are the best and I feel your strength and love in this most difficult time in my life. Things and moments like this, just make me realize even more, just how precious life is and that my main mission in life will be to continue to help people that need my help and help them to be able to live happy and free lives. I've never been more sure of what I'm doing and I'm more resolute at this moment than I've ever been.

I love you guys, thanks for everything and I'll see you again as soon as possible. Take care now and may God or peace and love bless each and everyone one of you reading this message. Also, if you could remember me and my Family in your prayers or thoughts, I would be very grateful.

Samuel the Utahnite

I Just Wanted To Wish Everyone, Especially Mormon Truth Readers And Listeners, A Very Merry Christmas And Thank You For All Of Your Support!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

You guys are the best and thank you so much for all of your support and motivation to do what I'm doing. I hope that I've been able to help a lot of you and I hope to be able to help many more this coming year and for many years to come. You have all helped me so much and I'm so grateful.

I hope that many of you have either already been freed from the Mormon cult or will be freed this coming year. I couldn't have asked for more this year, than my freedom from the Mormon lies and fraud and to finally have my dignity. Take care everyone and have a wonderful, rockin' Christmas day. Your Emails have been like gifts to me since July, thank you all so much!! I'll be back tomorrow!!

Oh, sorry, I just had to throw a greeting on here for all you die-hard TBMS(True believing or true blue or truly brainwashed Mormons). I didn't want to leave you out of my Christmas day greeting and decided to be a little naughty, after being so nice. I was trying to be good, but since Santa already came for me......LOL!!

So here is one final, magical photo tribute to the baby Joseph, as he lay in his crib, back in 1805, the beginning of the Mormon fraud. What an awful day for humanity!!

Samuel the Utahnite

Here Is a 200th Birthday Tribute To Joseph Smith Who Claimed That He Was Greater Than Jesus-Merry Smithmas: Joseph Smith "Only Way" For Our Salvation!

I was preparing this page, while watching the absurd and disgraceful Joseph Smith Worship party tonight, when I came across the inspired words of Deconstructor. Thanks Decon, for compiling all of these quotes in one place. They say everything that needs to be said on whether Joseph Smith is more important to Mormons than Jesus Christ. These quotes along with his boasting that he was greater than Jesus Christ, clear up the whole issue.

Yesterday, Hinckley spoke to the press about the erection of Joseph Smith...........'s monument......LOL!! I laughed my ass off as he paused just just long enough to leave us with "the erection of Joseph Smith." I was like, yeah, lets talk about Joseph Smith's erection, that topic seems appropriate for his 200th birthday, considering that he married between 33 and 60 women, 33 of which are documented pretty well, and 24 or so are right on the Mormon Church's Family History website.

I think it would be very appropriate for Hinckley and the Mormon Church to ERECT a gigantic, maybe like 100 feet tall, monument of Joseph Smith's penis, fully ERECT of course, since they love to talk about ERECTIONS so much. Then Hinckley can point at it and say, look everyone, the legacy of Joseph Smith, isn't it huge? Isn't it marvelous? Isn't it wonderful?

Anyway, here are the inspired words and quotes from Deconstructor, whose site link is in my links section. Go check it out if you haven't already!! It's and awesome site!!

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According to the Mormon Church, Joseph Smith deserves all of the praise he's getting this time of year. After all, we cannot be saved without him...

"If we get our salvation, we shall have to pass by Joseph Smith; if we enter our glory, it will be through the authority he has received. We cannot get around him."
- 1988 Melchizedek Priesthood Study Guide, p. 142, Apostle George Q. Cannon quoted

"Our entire case as members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints rests on the validity of this glorious First Vision. ... Nothing on which we base our doctrine, nothing we teach, nothing we live by is of greater importance than this initial declaration. I submit that if Joseph Smith talked with God the Father and His Beloved Son, then all else of which he spoke is true. This is the hinge on which turns the gate that leads to the path of salvation and eternal life."
- The Prophet Gordon B. Hinckley, Ensign Mag., Nov. 1998, pp.70-71

[There is] "no salvation without accepting Joseph Smith. If Joseph Smith was verily a prophet, and if he told the truth...no man can reject that testimony without incurring the most dreadful consequences, for he cannot enter the kingdom of God"
- The Prophet Joseph Fielding Smith, Doctrines of Salvation, vol. 1, p.190

"No man or woman in this dispensation will ever enter into the celestial kingdom of God without the consent of Joseph Smith...every man and woman must have the certificate of Joseph Smith, junior, as a passport to their entrance into the mansion where God and Christ are... [Joseph Smith] reigns there as supreme a being in his sphere, capacity, and calling, as God does in heaven. Many will exclaim—"Oh, that is very disagreeable! It is preposterous! We cannot bear the thought!" But it is true."
- The Prophet Brigham Young, Journal of Discourses, vol. 7, p.289-91

"He that confesseth not that Jesus has come in the flesh and sent Joseph Smith with the fullness of the Gospel to this generation, is not of God, but is anti-christ"
- The Prophet Brigham Young, Journal of Discourses, vol. 9, p.312

"I tell you, Joseph holds the keys, and none of us can get into the celestial kingdom without passing by him. We have not got rid of him, but he stands there as the sentinel, holding the keys of the kingdom of God; and there are many of them beside him. I tell you, if we get past those who have mingled with us, and know us best, and have a right to know us best, probably we can pass all other sentinels as far as it is necessary, or as far as we may desire. But I tell you, the pinch will be with those that have mingled with us, stood next to us, weighed our spirits, tried us, and proven us: there will be a pinch, in my view, to get past them. The others, perhaps, will say, If brother Joseph is satisfied with you, you may pass. If it is all right with him, it is all right with me. Then if Joseph shall say to a man, or if brother Brigham say to a man, I forgive you your sins, "Whosoever sins ye remit they are remitted unto them;" if you who have suffered and felt the weight of transgression—if you have generosity enough to forgive the sinner, I will forgive him: you cannot have more generosity than I have. I have given you power to forgive sins, and when the Lord gives a gift, he does not take it back again."
- The Apostle Orson Hyde, Journal of Discourses, Vol. 6, p.154-155

"It is to be feared that in course of a century, some gifted man like Paul, some splendid orator, who will be able by his eloquence to attract crowds of the thousands who are ever ready to hear, and be carried away by, the sounding brass and tinkling cymbal of sparkling oratory, may command a hearing, may succeed in breathing a new life into this modern Mahometanism, and make the name of the martyred Joseph ring as loud, and stir the souls of men as much, as the mighty name of Christ itself. Sharon, Palmyra, Manchester, Kirtland, Far West, Adam-ondi-Ahman, Ramus. Nauvoo, and the Carthage Jail, may become holy and venerable names, places of classic interest, in another age; like Jerusalem, the Garden of Gethsemane, the Mount of Olives, and Mount Calvary to the Christian, and Mecca and Medina to the Turk."
- The Prophet Brigham Young, History of the Church, Vol. 7, p.40-41

These and other teachings are why so many people say the Mormon Church is not Christian:

http://www.i4m.com/think/history/mormon_christians.htm

What are non-Mormons to make of how Mormons adore Joseph Smith at Christmas time?

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Hey, it's Samuel again and well, they are to think that Mormons worshiping Joseph Smith, 2 days before Christmas, shows that they do indeed see him as more important than Jesus Christ. It's so obvious, wake up everyone. It's all about Joseph Smith, especially this year, as they have worshiped him over and over, shamelessly. Tonight, they began by singing, "We thank thee O God for a Prophet", but Hinckley sings, "We thank O God for ME, A Prophet To Defraud us in these latter days."

Then, everybody spoke about how wonderful Joseph was, as they threw in "Ode To Joseph" and "Praise To The Man" while showing, over and over, pictures of Joseph, his statues, his monument, just to prove that they don't actually worship him. Like Monson, said, we don't worship him, however......we actually do.(My words describing what the meaning was of the words that followed however.) After several on and off trips to the bathroom to vomit, it finally, mercifully ended, thank the Mormon God, I mean Joseph Smith, but same thing, right?

The Mormon Church is a complete embarrassment to any God and made it even clearer tonight, that they are indeed a cult, that is focused on and built 100% around their founder, their creator, their God, their Jesus, their man that they praise in song and word, the man they call a hero, 2nd only to Jesus Christ(their words, not Josephs) JOSEPH SMITH, THE ADULTERER, CHILD MOLESTER, CHILD RAPIST, LIAR, DEFRAUDER, THIEF, TREASURE HUNTER AND ONE OF THE BIGGEST DISGRACES THIS COUNTRY HAS EVER KNOWN.

YEAH, THEY SURE HAVE A LOT TO BE PROUD OF DON'T THEY?!!

PRAISE TO THE MAN, THE HERO AND MERRY SMITHMAS JOSEPH, MAY YOU ROT IN HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY!!

Samuel the Utahnite

Mormon Bishop Grossly Abusing His "Authority" And A Family. This Guy Is Horrible And Needs To Be Released Immediately!!

I found this story, shared in another place, by Hie/Goodbye to Kolob. This is an amazing example of the systemic abuse in the Mormon Church. While it is true, that there are good men, that are Bishops in the Mormon Church, I would say, through my own personal experience and knowledge, that there are more like the one below, than the good ones. The truly good men, are not usually called, because that isn't what the Mormon Hierarchy are looking for. They want men like themselves; heartless, hard, cold, etc. If good men are called, to be a Bishop or Stake President, it's because they somehow, miraculously, slipped through the cracks.

This Bishop is reportedly in Eagle Mountain, Utah. I don't always reveal where the Bishop is from, but in this case, it is well merited and it was made available to the public in another place and is still there, so I'm just reporting the facts. I also included some other's opinions on this Bishop and experiences with their Bishops.
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Here's the story:

To make a long story short. This young bishop that is assigned to my ward I resigned from pulled a real winner tonight. My sister in law who lives down the street needed a temple recommend about 6 months ago for a wedding. The bishop would not give her one because her husband didn't pay tithing and he didn't feel she went to all of her meetings enough. He was even trying to dig into her sex life as a teenager. She is in her thirties now!!! She eventually went over his head to the Stake President and got the temple recommend.

Well, this bishop stopped by their house tonight. He asked my brother in law if his wife was available. My brother in law said that they were running out the door and now is not a good time. He insisted on talking with her. She came down after about ten minutes with this asshole waiting in the driveway. He said that she had not been to church in six months and that he wanted the temple recommend back. She got in her car, locked the door, and drove away leaving him with a dumb ass controlling look on his face. What the hell? She doesn't go to the temple. She just needed it for a wedding. He knows that but for some reason wanted to come around this week of Christmas and piss her off.

This guy is a true blue control freak ass wipe. I had to go to a baby blessing in his ward and on the back of the program it stated that you would be asked to go home and change into different clothes if you were not dressed appropriately with his interviews.

There have been many, many complaints about this bishop to the Stake President but he continues to pull this shit.
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This guy sounds like a great subject for a book against the morg. Got any more stories on him?
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Here was another comment, regarding the same Bishop by Hie/Goodbye to Kolob:

I did not live here at the time but a teenage girl in the stake was baby sitting for a family in this guys ward. Well, the baby sitter killed the baby. (shaking baby syndrome). Pretty sad situation especially because this was their only child. The bishop intervened with both families. After time, the ward split in which he was not in their bishop anymore. The bishop continued to try to intervene. By this time, things were going to court and he was asked by both families to please back out in which he didn't. I talked with the brother in law of the family that lost the baby and he told me the bishop didn't back off until the police contacted him.
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Wow. A guy with an attitude like that should have a tremendous future in LDS Inc. n/t
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With a bishop like that doesn't it make you want to go back to Mormonism? YA RIGHT!!

What a fool. Who does he think he is? Someone needs to teach him a lesson.

If needs to be reported to the police for stalking, or something illegal!

My guess, this bozo is so outrageously controlling because he is hiding something.
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Yeah, mental illness! n/t
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If this is how he behaves in public

I shudder to think what's going on behind closed doors in his house.

My heart goes out to the wife and kids who have to deal with his creep 24/7.
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Let the exodus begin................................

...........and it will. If your story is true, this idiot will be responsible for the next exodus of membership away from TSCC - -

I would hope that someone in that Ward initiates legal action against this guy - then, perhaps, the SP will begin to listen - or, maybe not. I would have warned him that an order of protection will be obtained the next time he set foot on my property.
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Oh, it's true. This bishop is in Eagle Mountain. n/t
Author: Hie/Goodbye to Kolob
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Somebody should go in there wearing a wire n/t
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When I was a Young Men's President.......

I was under strict counsel to not let any Aaronic Priesthood holders pass the sacrament unless they were wearing a white shirt. I protested, however was told that a white shirt is "the uniform of the Aaronic Priesthood". Sheez....so the next week, I wore a very nice blue dress shirt and passed the sacrament with the Deacons.

I was subsequently released the next week.

Oh well, I made my stand, and while I missed working with the young men in the ward, certainly enjoyed all my free time. I never had a calling in that ward again until he was released.
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There is a lot of that crap going on in every ward and stake.

I remember a successful Mo contractor once telling us he hadn't held a church job since so-and-so became bishop. The guy did not like him personally so he froze him out.

But the joke ultimately was on the church because this contractor told everyone he knew what was going on and how he was being treated in "God's true church".
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Subject: I wonder if I know him...Peterson? Nah! Couldn't be!n/t
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A young bishop with serious control problems.

What an idiot!! Sometimes I think the main requirement for having the Mormon god inspire a bishop's calling is that the person being called is a real jerk. (I know this is a generalization that won't apply to *every* bishop, but these stories are all too typical and I believe every word of this one.) Until you posted the location of the ward this guy leads, I wondered if I knew the guy. I don't dare get into the whole IRL story, but I went through something very similar and had to have a third party intervene to get a power-tripping bishop to leave me the hell alone. All over a NONSENSE issue that would have anyone but a complete TBM scratching their heads and wondering what possible justification there could be for the bishop freaking out and absolutely obsessing about the issue like he did.

Contrary to TBM thought, even that was not enough at the time to "offend" me out of the church. However, it did get grease the gears in my mind a little bit and get them turning. I started to think very seriously about whether I really understood the Mormon version of God and whether I had been doing a little too much "That doesn't seem right but I mustn't question...it will all be worked out in the end." Eventually I had my life-changing epiphany which lead me joyfully and confidently out of the LDS organization.
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I just thought that this was a great story to share, just to give people a glimpse into a very typical situation, that goes on in the Mormon Church quite often. I realized, after sharing this story, that I need to share more of my personal Bishop stories, from myself, friends and Family.

I have shared some of them but I have a lot more. I've shared some Mission President stories, Seventy stories, from my mission, my perverted Bishop at BYU, but I'll have to share more in the future for sure. What's amazing, is that as each week and month go by, I have more to share, it never ends.

I think that a lot of Bishops, get the God-complex, big time!! They walk and strut around, because they feel that they are that much closer to Godhood, plus, they are hoping to work their way up the ladder to complete financial freedom and independence. Like I said, I've known some great guys, that were Bishops, one in particular, who is one of the nicest, decent, honest men that I've ever known, but he was the exception, not the rule. If they could all be that way, the Mormon Church would be a different organization, that's for sure.

Sadly, the majority of Bishops and Stake Presidents, are GA's in embryo and that means that they aren't very good guys. The 3 Seventies that I met, while on my mission, were 3 of the most vile, disgusting men, that I've ever known in the Church.

Groberg was the best of the 3, but still a real, arrogant, hard-ass, that wanted numbers, numbers, numbers, with no excuses. Mickelsen was just a complete arrogant prick that tried to put the fear of God into us by pretending to "see our light" while again condemning us for our numbers and explaining that it was because of our immorality and sins. Elder Ayala, was just like the spawn of Satan and I felt an amazing evil presence, as he banged the pulpit, chastised us, over and over and was shouting from the pulpit while cutting us to the core for not having enough numbers. He said, "that we were a disgrace to the Lord and his work."

He was brutal and wanted us to feel like we were an inch tall. I wrote 2 pages in my journal that night about how evil he was and what I felt. It was shocking to me and My companion felt the same feelings and was stunned by the whole thing. I only wish that I had it on tape, damn!!

Elder Ayala was a very vile human being and the worst of the 3, by far. He didn't last long and was gone after his 5 year calling and was released, thank the Mormon God. I'm surprised that they didn't call Ayala to be an Apostle, since he would have fit nicely in with the big 15, especially Hinckley. Men like Ayala are usually the type of man they are looking for to fill there shoes. One just has to look at Bednar!! One thing that all 3 had in common, was the fear that they wanted you to feel, just being in their presence.

But, let me just add, that these men were/are worshiped like Kings by members, but especially in the mission field by the missionaries, including the Mission Presidents. When they were coming, everything had to be perfect. If you made one mistake, or something wasn't as it should be, there was hell to pay and they had no problem telling you. I helped to completely organize many of these conferences and I know what I'm talking about and oh yeah, it's all documented, thank goodness in my journals.

When I think of being in the presence of such disgusting, vile, holier than thou men, that I thought were servants of God, I seriously, get physically ill and my head hurts. When I read my journals about my personal experiences with these men, I can't believe that I actually took it. Good thing I was 19 I guess. That's why the Church wants guys to go at 19 years old, hoping that they will be immature, intimidated and will bow down to their sorry asses.

I can't believe that I feared them and sucked up to them and wanted their approval or thanks. They'd pull into town, in their nice car, impeccable suit and tie and then take their place on the stand and then, look out!! Hellfire and damnation were on the way!! It was always about numbers, numbers and more numbers. Never about the person, or individual, that was inconsequential in the equation. Very sad but true.

In every interview, my Mission Presidents wanted to know two things; Do you masturbate(always the first question) and why the hell I wasn't, or my zone wasn't baptizing more. Also, whatever Baptism goals that I set for myself, were far to low and showed my lack of faith in both God and myself. My one President chastised the hell out of me, up one side and down the other, for setting a goal of 22 baptisms for 2 months, so I left with a goal of 122. They never gave a damn, or just asked, "how are you", "is there anything that I can do to help you." Those are things of fantasy and nothing more.

Of course, the thought that I might be masturbating or having dirty thoughts, had to have a direct correlation to the low baptism numbers, right? Because, after all, we were constantly reminded that if we did masturbate and were unworthy, that God wouldn't lead us to his elect and it would be our fault.

So, in other words, God would punish his chosen/elect and make them wait, due to my or any other missionaries dirty, sexual thoughts and masturbation. Wow!! Can you guys believe that anyone falls for this shit? I can't believe that I did. So Mormons believe that God is up in heaven with a checklist and keeping track of every thought of every Mormon missionary and then deciding if they are worthy to teach his elect.

The guilt, the depression and fear that is instilled in every missionary of the Mormon Church, is a criminal activity in my opinion and something needs to be done about it. It needs to be stopped before more lives are harmed and destroyed. The Mormon Church is a very dangerous, evil and destructive cult!!

Samuel the Utahnite

Benjamin Robert Ellsworth, age 19, Of Mesa, Passed Away On December 2, 2005 While Serving A Full Time Mission For The LDS Church In Rosario, Argentina

***Update April 24, 2006*** Sadly, another missionary was killed in Argentina, yesterday. I wanted to post this most current link, regarding Matthew Turley of Ridgefield, Connecticut, who was tragically killed by a drunk driver yesterday. This link includes the story being run by KSL, owned by the Church, as well, as the original story that ran in Argentina, in San Luis, the city where he was killed. I realize that most people searching for this current story, will find this page, on the tragic death of Benjamin Ellsworth's death. Here is a link to my mission memoriam page, that will sadly and tragically, have one more name on it now.***

Elder Benjamin Robert Ellsworth's official Obituary and Guest Book

Benjamin Robert Ellsworth

Benjamin Robert Ellsworth, age 19, of Mesa, passed away on December 2, 2005 while serving a full time mission for the LDS Church in Rosario, Argentina. Benjamin was born on June 22, 1986 in Dayton, Ohio to Cory Paul and Amy Lynn Ellsworth. Survivors include his parents; brothers: Ethan (age 22), Cade (5) and Colby (5); sisters: Atley (17) and Emily (15); and grandparents Bob and Jeri Bowden and Carrie Ellsworth, all of Mesa. Ben was an Eagle Scout. After graduating from Mountain View High School in 2004, Benjamin joined the Marine Corps and achieved the rank of Lance Corporal over the next year, before obtaining a leave from the Corps to serve his mission, which he began in June of this year. Ben was a faithful member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Ben's mission president commented that he had interviewed him the day before he died and that "Elder Ellsworth had bright light in his eyes and he loved the work. He made people happy and his missionary companions loved him dearly". Funeral services will be held Friday December 9, 2005 at 11:00 AM at the LDS Mesa East Stake Center, 2228 E. Brown Rd. There will be a visitation beforehand starting at 9:00 AM. Ben will be interred at Mountain View Memorial Gardens following the funeral. Meldrum Mortuary handled the arrangements Sign the Guest Book at eastvalleytribune.com
Published in the East Valley Tribune on 12/8/2005.
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Here is the link, for anyone that wants to go and sign his guest book and wish his Family the best in this tragic, difficult time.

I just feel so bad for him and his Family and also his poor companion that was there to witness this horrific accident. My only hope is that they will allow him to maybe come home and try to recover, if that is what he wishes, instead of forcing him or manipulating him into staying. The Mormon Church is famous, in moments like this, of tragedy, or when a Parent or loved one dies, for trying to emotionally manipulate missionaries into staying, by saying, "What would Elder Ellsworth want you to do?" "What would your Dad have wanted?" It is shameful!!

I just hope that isn't the case and that they will give him the time he needs, even if he wants to return to his mission later. My experience and knowledge say no, but who knows. If anybody knows anything about Elder Ellsworth's companion and how he is, please let me know and I'll post it.

Here is the other post that I wrote, regarding Elder Benjamin Robert Ellsworth, that includes the newspaper articles from Arizona, Buenos Aires and comments from his Uncle regarding the situation. What an awful tragedy for this Family, that assumed he would be "protected" while on his mission as a servant of the Lord. My heart weeps for his Family, Friends and loved ones. Elder Ellsworth could have been me and for some unknown reason, I was spared, on more than one occasion, but his Family, could have been mine and my Family would have been devastated with losing me so tragically.

By the way, just for the record, still not one word on the official Mormon Church website, LDS.org , regarding this tragic loss. NOTHING!!

On the front main page, it reads:

News
Newsroom for news media
Mormons in America

News for members and friends of the Church
Latter-day Saints Mark Prophet's Birthday
Receive News by E-mail

Then, if you click on News for member and friend of the Church, the first link is:

Joseph Smith Commemorative Broadcast around the Corner followed by:

President Packer Speaks to BYU-H Graduates about Finding Guidance

So, basically, Joseph Smith's B-day celebration(around the corner) and Boyd KKK Packer, bigot and racist, are more important than the life of this young man. That is shameful!! I don't believe that the Mormon Church ever, puts a negative story on their website, even if it involves the loss of human life. They could have at least done a thank you or a tribute, anything!! What a disgrace!! Sorry, back to the topic at hand, Benjamin Ellsworth.

There is never a good time for something like this to happen, but it seems even worse, this time of year, Christmas time, time for great joy, and I'm sure that they mostly feel great sorrow. I wish them the best and hope that somehow, they will be able to move forward. I don't have the answers as I've also suffered great loss in my life of people that I love. You never can get "over it" as people say, but you can learn to "live with it and accept it."

I think for the rest of your life, you will have moments, situations, circumstances, where you just miss them deeply, all of a sudden, and you feel the loss deeply and begin to cry. The pain is always there, just a heartbeat away, one just has to learn how to manage and cope with it, while slowly moving forward. I urge everyone reading this to please go and sign the guestbook of this Elder and wish his Family the best. They need all the love and support that they can get in this most difficult time.

With much love for Benjamin Robert Ellsworth's family, loved ones and Friends,

Samuel the Utahnite

More Current Mormon Missionary Experiences And Abuse, As Reported Straight From The Mission Field. Nothing Surprises Me Anymore!!

I've lost track of how many of these type of posts I've done, but here are some current excerpts from recent letters, from Mormon Missionaries, currently serving missions as we speak. Sometimes it's hard for me to read them, because I get so angry, but we all know that Mormon Missionaries are repressed and abused, mentally and psychologically and in some cases, physically. They and their families pay for this opportunity to be used and abused. Unfortunately, some Missionaries die, like Benjamin Elsworth who just died in Argentina, while teaching lies and defrauding people. They, sadly, risk their lives for a fraud. Anyway, here are some of the latest experiences.

Now this missionary has been having a hat problem, since the First Presidency is currently in direct communication with the Mormon God and Mormon Jesus, regarding which HATS are appropriate for his servants to wear....this is unbelievable but the real deal. Read it and weep.

The first comment he made regarding the "hat issue", was:

One other one, “beanies” are now outlawed…they want more formal hats. So, the hat we bought at REI won’t work. It is getting cold fast so we’ll have to figure something out. I’ll do a little looking around to see what I can find.

Then, about a 3 weeks later, he said:

I think I have all I need for the time being (except for the hat).

Then, just this past week, the hat issue surfaced again, when he said:

Oh, one thing on the hats. Very few hats are “approved". There is the chauffeur style hat (kind of like a lump on the head, but looks pretty good), and the Russian style. So, maybe a hat gift cert. would be better, or just get something that you are sure is approved by Sister XXXX =) Rules are rules.

First of all, isn't it unbelievable that these pricks in Salt Lake, are so damn worried about what kind of hats these poor guys are wearing, instead of just being concerned that their heads are warm. It's all about image and nothing to do whatsoever with the missionaries health or well being. Wow, nothing has changed since I was a missionary, that's for sure!!

Also, isn't it amazing, that the dumb ass First Presidency and Apostles, are more concerned and receiving revelations about hats, when they still can't even tell us where the Book of Mormon took place? They can't tell us why homosexuals are homosexuals or if they are born that way or not? They can't tell us why there aren't any BOM artifacts in THE HILL CUMORAH in New York? This ridiculous hat revelation is right in line with the "women can't wear two earrings" revelation.

Amazing what these dumb asses find important isn't it? It's all about control and suppression. Like Bednar would say, "it was never about the hat." If they obey their cult leader over the little things, they'll obey him on the big things, like committing to give your life, instead of revealing the secrets of the Mormon temple. When you are 70 years old and barely making it, you'll sell your damn house for the cult to go on a mission that cost $3,000/month. Then when you die, you'll leave everything to the greedy bastards. Yeah, that's what it is really all about.

Now, there was another missionary, that I found somewhere, I can't find it now, but he commented in a post, how they just went into the town square and also knocked on doors and just started asking people if they would like to be baptized. No lessons, nothing!! I guess that afternoon, they set 4 baptismal dates for that Saturday and they were gonna try to cram all of the discussions in quickly. He was so proud of what they had done and bragging about it. I believe that he said it was a challenge from the Mission President himself to do it.

I find it disgusting and a "sure sign" that nothing has changed since I was a missionary. Yeah, I'm sure if those 4 do actually get baptized, they'll be really die-heard members, right? The reality is, that they will probably come to Church once or twice and never be seen again, like the majority of South and Central America. In other words, it's still all about the numbers and the Mormon Hierarchy can't figure out what may be going wrong in South America? They must be really stupid!! If I find this actual post, I'll post it for you guys. I couldn't believe it.

Now, some other interesting comments and a crazy experience, from this same missionary:

"Here’s a funny/sad/painful story that happened to me this week. It was 7:30pm last Thursday night, and we were walking to a member’s house ( a recently returned missionary) to go visit a less-active member. On the way there, we decided to cut through the park."

"On the entrance to the park, there is this little stream, and there is a little bridge over it. They had just poured new concrete on the sidewalk part of the bridge, and it was roped off. We decided to walk around the side. Mind you, it was dark."

"So, I started to walk around the side when I come to the realization that there is no more concrete underneath my feet. The next thing I know, I’m laying in the stream on my back. I got up and I was fine, but soaking wet."

"Luckily, I have been using the “give-away” scriptures during the day, so my scriptures weren’t ruined. But by suit and nice overcoat were soaked. We weren’t too far from the member’s house, so we kept walking there. When I got there, I told him what happened, and he gave me a towel to dry off, and a change of clothes."

"We went to the cleaners to drop off my stuff, and he paid for it all. (which was really nice of him. it was $27 for everything). Then we went to the appointment. So, it was a cold night that night."

"On Christmas, I will probably call in the evening, around 6:30. We only have 30 minutes, so it will be a quick call. That is okay though."

Here's another interesting, but insane story, from a different missionary:

"Ok saturday....So we decided to have a barbecue for lunch....my pensionista was trying to light the charcoal. I told him "No you have to do it with gas" So i lit the charcoal with gas...and like two seconds later it went out. I was like...that's weird so i lifted the bottle up really high and was just dropping drops on it so it'd start up again...but the fire traveled up to the bottle of gas."

"I was holding a bottle of gas that was on fire...so i freaked out because i knew it was going to explode soon so i put it on the ground and ran inside. Next thing i knew in the back of their house there was this HUGE FIRE. The bottle still hadn't exploded so i went out and was going to put a pot on it to suffocate it."

"As soon as i went out there the gas exploded out of the bottle and i was encompassed in a big fire ball with lit my pants on fire, burned off the tips of all the hairs on my head, burned off some skin on my nose and left a nice purple mark on my arm :) But everythings ok...we got it put out! I'm fine don't worry!"

Here's another amazing tale from another missionary:

Some drunk guy threatened to slit our throats because we didn't give him money for the bus. I told him he should had saved the money he spent on the beer (because I could smell it on his breath) I could´ve taken him if he tried something.

Here is a post from a Missionaries Mom, right after her son arrived and the Mission President called her. I thought this was amazing:

Oh!! also, he gets to e-mail!!! so we may be hearing from him shortly. The mission president almost had to shut down the e-mailing for good, because of the pornography, but what they do is rent the Internet store for an hour, shut off the music and just missionaries are in there.

Then, another Family member responded:

I got a big grin on my face when your mom wrote: "The mission president almost had to shut down the e-mailing for good, because of the pornography, but what they do is rent the internet store for an hour, shut off the music and just missionaries are in there." The big grin was because it was another witness and testimony that it is always easy to outsmart Satan and his tactics!!

Now, here was an experience her son had while in the MTC in Peru, unbelievable!! This is a perfect example of their stupid ass rules and abuse:

"There is a rule here at the CCM that pictures are to only be taken on P-day form 6:30AM to 5:00 PM. In the rule book, it doesn't say that P-day ends at 5, but hopefully one would assume that when classes begin again that your p-day is over. Well, anyway, we have dinner at 6:30 pm. Well a few Elders including my two district leaders decided to not use their heads and think that their P-day lasted all day, so they took pictures after dinner."

Oh no, please tell me it isn't true!! They took pictures after dinner? They are going to outerdarkness, case closed. Satan has taken over their souls!! Isn't that unbelievable? That MTC President, over there in Peru, must be a real prick!! I've never heard of the Mormon Church controlling when a missionary could or couldn't take pictures....it just keeps getting worse!! Damn I feel bad for these guys!!

"President found out and was mad because all of them said that they didn't know it was a rule, also that they thought it was okay because everyone else was doing it. Anyway, the next day (Friday) I wrote a letter to the president (as we always do every week) and I asked him about his comment about how he said that I would be a leader soon. So, after the camera incident happened, the next morning, he called me in his office. I had no idea why, I just figured he wanted to talk to me about my district and get my opinion (because many times, my companion has broken rules and has been threatened to have his mission terminated. Every time the president talks to him, he calls me in afterwards to get my opinion and some times, the "real story" because he knows I'm honest)."

Damn, what is it over there, Nazi Germany. The same BS happened on my mission, when the President, Ass-istants, Zone Leaders or District Leader, would try to get a companionship to turn on each other and give up dirt on their companion. This guy is obviously a real kiss ass too, more than happy, to share dirt on his comp, so that he can be a leader or replace his companion as a leader. But in my personal experience, they would try to pretend to be understanding and caring and tell you that you could trust them, etc, and then use whatever you told them, to turn your world upside down and blacklist you. So, he's just doing his duty to God and feels 100% justified.

The very worst thing that any missionary can do, while on his mission, is to be honest. Honesty will get you screwed every time. The only way to survive a mission, is to lie and tell them what they want to hear or not tell them what they want to hear, depending on the circumstance. Maybe the Mormon Church should just put in the spy cameras and listening devices and be done with it. Then they can know everything that they need to know, right?

"So that's what I figured was going on. By this time we only had 5 days left here. I walked in and he said "Elder XXXX, in your letter you asked me why I promised you that you would be a leader soon. Well, because of the actions of your district leaders and their foolishness and disobedience, I cannot have them setting the example anymore. "You are now the new district leader of 110C." I was shocked."

I'm sure he was very proud of himself at this point!! After all, he was just being 100%obedient to the Lord, right?

"But, every night I promised the Lord that whatever calling I am called to, I will serve. So I accepted. We called the district out of class and told them. There were many hard feelings throughout the day. But I dealt with it. That night I got them in a room and said that no one was leaving until we got everything worked out. So now we got everything worked out."

Wow, this was a total power trip time for this Elder. We(He and the mission President) "called the district out of class and told them." "There were many hard feelings." Yeah, I bet, especially since he stabbed them in the back. He got everyone in a room, etc.......wow.....this guy is heading for Mormon Super-stardom and should make it all the way to the top, to Ass-istant.

Here's the sad thing; when I first started my mission, I was also one self-righteous dude, trying to be 100% obedient, talking shit about my companions to my leaders too. I felt that I had to do it for the Lord, because they were betraying the Lord and not acting as his servants should act. I was on the Lord's side, not theirs and my leader were more than happy to remind me of that. My leaders represented the Lord and well, you get the picture.

I didn't even feel that I was kissing ass at all. Anyway, it didn't take me long to figure out that the whole thing was a joke and that my companions weren't Devils. I'll be sharing my first clue and experience that I had that told me that everything may not have been what I thought it was, on my next podcast. Also, in many cases, they want you to complain about your comp so that they can then use it against you. They tell your comp what you said about him, etc. Yeah, it makes things pretty uncomfortable when your comp knows that you were talking shit about him and you have to live together 24 hours a day and teach "with the spirit."

After a while, I learned that my comp was my best friend and it was us against them. Again, it depended on who your comp was and if he was cool or not or one of the asses that would stab YOU in the back. This is the environment that the Church wants and does create.

Finally, after I had made it to Senior Zone Leader, being prepped for Ass-istant, I really saw the light. I had an amazing companion from New York, a totally cool guy, awesome. Anyway, in our interviews, the Ass-istants, along with the President, tried to play good cop/bad cop with us and turn us against each other and it failed. We had both been out long enough and had the maturity to talk all about the mission BS beforehand and said that we weren't going to play their games. In other words, I had his back and he had mine and so it played out. They couldn't get us to crack and we were in 100% unity.

I'm proud to say that we both told the Pres and the Ass-sistants what we thought of them and their tactics and then guess what happened, out of the blue, 4 days later? Yeah, that's right, we were both transfered out as Junior Companions. Bastards!!

I think that was the first big major crack in my testimony, I just didn't understand how clear it would be one day, that the Church was false. As I discovered the truth, I began to reflect on all of these type of experiences that I had had while on my mission and it just made things crystal clear, that it was all a joke. Finally, it all made sense. They never were men of God after all. So, maybe, just maybe, there is hope for this last Elder and he'll see the light just like I did. One can only hope!!

Take care everyone,

Samuel the Utahnite

Daniel C. Peterson, Mormon, Chairman Of FARMS, Says, "I'm Not Paid" Directly By "The Mormon Church" At All. I'm Paid By "Brigham Young University!!"

Here are some quotes from a Daniel C. Peterson Email that was sent out to Infymus, who operates a website that posts information or posts about Daniel C. Peterson.

"I would like to correct a misstatement at your site: "Daniel C. Peterson," you say, "is paid directly by the Mormon Church to contradict, counteract, suppress, withhold and dismiss any claims made by persons outside the LDS Church."
This is not true."

"First, I'm not paid "directly by the Mormon Church" at all. I'm paid by Brigham Young University, as are all other professors and staff at the University (including those who are not Latter-day Saints). Thus, at best, I'm indirectly paid by the Mormon Church. This is less dramatic than your formulation, but it’s more accurate."

"Second, no part of my salary -- absolutely none, not a dime -- comes from my apologetic undertakings. I am a professor of Islamic studies and Arabic at Brigham Young University, situated in the Department of Asian and Near Eastern Languages":

http://asiane.byu.edu/arabic/index.php?content=people/peterson

"Additionally, I am the founder, editor-in-chief, and director of the University's Middle Eastern Texts Initiative":

http://meti.byu.edu/

"Formerly, I was also the director of the Center for the Preservation of Ancient Religious Texts, overseeing projects to digitize manuscripts in the Vatican Apostolic Library, in various monastic libraries in Lebanon, and elsewhere, as well as our on-going work on creating electronic databases for the Dead Sea Scrolls. I have, however, now turned that responsibility over to another."

"My salary comes from these activities. I receive no salary whatsoever from dealing with critics of Mormonism."

"I trust that you will correct your misstatement soon. I’m sure that you’re committed to truth and accuracy."

With best wishes,

Daniel Peterson
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I was just doing a little digging on this and it seems so clear, without a shred of doubt, that FARMS is officially sanctioned by the Mormon Church. You would have to be a complete idiot and/or brain-dead, to not be able to see it. On the "about FARMS" page, it states, "Established as a private research organization in 1979, FARMS became part of BYU in 1997.

At the time, Gordon B. Hinckley, president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and chairman of the BYU Board of Trustees, observed that, "FARMS represents the efforts of sincere and dedicated scholars. I wish to express my strong congratulations and appreciation for those who started this effort and who have shepherded it to this point." He concluded by noting that he sees, "a bright future for this effort now through the university."

So, Hinckley officially knows about them, fully supports them and expresses his strong congratulations and appreciation for them. Hinckley was on the BYU Board of Trustees at the time, so how would he not know them? Peterson makes it sound like they aren't officially part of the Church, just because they are part of BYU, which is run by the First Presidency of course. Talk about splitting hairs!!

Hinckley saw a "a bright future for this effort now through the university", but of course, everyone is working for free, donating their time, that was why Hinckley felt the need to combine them with BYU. He wanted this purely volunteer force to be directly working for the Church. Yeah right!!

Of course, we don't know any of the financial details, because the Mormon Church hides them in secrecy from the world along with all of their other financial information and secrets. There is no way to know for sure, that I can find, but it is just common sense that the Church compensates these guys, who are dedicating their life to playing brain twister for the Mormon cult.

How are these guys supporting their Families? Is everyone that works at FARMS, a BYU Professor like Peterson? Is that how they work it? They force BYU Professors to work at FARMS so that they can then say that they don't pay them to work at FARMS? Maybe they just increase their professor pay in order to fairly compensate them for working at FARMS?

If this is the case, I would love to see a comparison of BYU Professors pay scales, including a breakdown of what they started at, how long they've been there and who is working at FARMS. We could then see if the Professors that are working at FARMS, are making more than regular Professors that should be making the same amount as them. Of course, we don't have access to that information.

Are we to actually believe that they don't get paid for their services? Everyone working at FARMS, is just a BYU Professor, moonlighting over at FARMS? Is it an official church calling? I don't buy it at all!! In one talk that Peterson gave in June 1999 at an Apologetics Conference, It says, "Daniel C. Peterson, chairman of the FARMS board and director of the FARMS Center for the Preservation of Ancient Religious Texts (CPART), was the keynote speaker." (It is now called "Neal A. Maxwell Institute for Religious Scholarship.)

Just an additional note on CPART/ISPART-Five years ago FARMS was joined by the Center for the Preservation of Ancient Religious Texts (CPART) and the Middle Eastern Texts Initiative (METI) to form ISPART.

So, he wants us to believe that he holds these big name titles for FARMS, is a keynote speaker, spends his days posting endlessly on the FAIR-board, but that he does it all for free or out of his TBM/Apologetic heart? He's a liar, but we already knew that. Also, I was reminded of the link between FARMS and FAIR, that they claim doesn't exist.

On John Dehlin's 3 part podcast with John Lynch from Fair, John Lynch was adamant in saying that there was no link whatsoever between FAIR and the Mormon church or FARMS. At the bottom of this page on FARMS, was a link to FAIR. It says, "FAIR intends to publish the proceedings of this conference. Those interested in obtaining a copy of the book can watch for further details by visiting FAIR's website at www.fair-lds.org."

http://farms.byu.edu/display.php?table=insights&id=78

Interesting how their is no connection whatsoever between the two, according to the professional Apologist, John Lynch, a board member at FAIR, but FARMS is linking directly to them and FAIR is publishing their talks from an apologetic conference. OOPS!! BUSTED!! Sounds like they were working hand in hand and this was back in 1999. I'm sure the bond is only stronger now. Could these guys tell the truth if their life depended on it? I seriously doubt it!!

They are all a bunch of liars and con men, compensated by the Mormon cult, especially Peterson. Of course, in their utter arrogance, they think the rest of the world is so stupid and beneath them, that we'd never figure it out.

I don't know if this helped clear up any misunderstandings regarding FARMS/FAIR and who is paying these clowns and how they are connected, but this Peterson guy is a real piece of work. I think that John Lynch from FAIR, must dreams of being the chairman of FARMS someday and taking over for Peterson when/if he retires. They all make me sick!!

One interesting fact, is that if they don't pay Peterson directly for working at FARMS, he is still working there on "company" time, therefore, is getting compensated and paid for "dealing with critics of Mormonism" or his "apologetic undertakings." Sorry Peterson, your apologetics don't work on me or most people that have a Non-Mormon, logical functioning brain.

Also, the wording in his Email was certainly interesting and damning. It was basically his apologetic skills at their finest or worst, however you want to look at it. He says, "First, I'm not paid 'directly by the Mormon Church' at all. I'm paid by Brigham Young University, as are all other professors and staff at the University (including those who are not Latter-day Saints). Thus, at best, I'm indirectly paid by the Mormon Church."

So, being paid by BYU, which is run directly by the Mormon Church, is not the same as being paid by the Church? So, we can surmise that all BYU Professors, according to Peterson, are not directly paid by the Mormon Church, including him. BYU is the Mormon Church, plain and simple. If it wasn't, they wouldn't have to live the standards of the Mormon Church and abide by the honor code. After all, the damn name of the university is Brigham Young University!! Gee, sounds pretty direct to me.

Is this Peterson guy so lost in apologetics that he has completely lost his mind and all sense of reality? Also, how many non-Mormons are currently teaching at BYU? Anybody got numbers on that? Why the hell would they even want to?

Also, being paid indirectly by one of their direct entities, isn't the same as being paid directly? Damn!! He can't even describe honestly how he is paid without being a pathetic apologist. I guess being a professional apologist, just consumes their life and they can't answer a single basic question without slipping into apologetics. If he really doesn't think the Church is paying him, just because it's BYU paying him, then he isn't just a pathetic Mormon Apologist, he's brain-dead and dumber than I thought, and may need some professional help.

The truth is, he's not dumb, just a very good liar for the Lord and is compensated well for what he does. In short, he is a professional liar for Hinckley and then Monson and so on and so on, plain an simple!!

I think the basic assumption by apologists like Peterson and Lynch, is that everyone else is below them, stupid and has no ability to do any rational thinking on their own. They assume that everyone will worship them, believe every word they say and not call them on anything. Hey, that sounds just like Joseph Smith. I always wondered where they learned their methods and tactics!! So, there you have it folks. I wonder if there is an official, internal manual, called, "How to lie for the Mormon Lord and get away with it, like Joseph Smith."

Here is a classic example of the BS that spews out of FARMS. I thought you would enjoy it!!

Anyway, take care, I hope this helped someone out there that has been wondering about these things. This Peterson guy is nothing but a slippery, slimy, Mormon Apologetic worm. I'll keep digging and see if I can find anything else. I'm also gonna try very hard to examine FAIR and the connection that they have with FARMS that obviously, albeit covertly, exists. I also want to know who supports FAIR financially. I don't believe that they function completely on donations, unless those "donations" are coming from the MORG or best buddies of the Mormon hierarchy.

If anybody out there knows inside information that I don't know, about the relationship between FAIR and FARMS and how they are paid, I would greatly appreciate you sharing it with me and the rest of the world.

Samuel the Utahnite

Here Are The Requested Links/Audio For Mormon Truth Readers, Regarding The Mormon Temple Throat Slitting, Before 1990!! Yes, It Really Did Happen!!

Well, I got an Email from one of my regular readers who has requested the links to the Mormon Temple, throat slitting ceremonies from before 1990. I had mentioned it in my response to my last hate-mail that was in my last post. Of course, I would be glad to share that temple info with everyone again, since I want the whole world to know what I had to go through when I went through the Mormon temple. For those of you that missed out, count yourself lucky and fortunate, it wasn't pretty or enjoyable. Actually, it was pretty damn morbid!!

I'm actually going to add a permanent link as well, on the sidebar, where my other links are, to the temple ceremonies. I should have already done that long before now. Also, it was requested that I share the links for The Mormon Curtain and The Church Is Not True. These links are also in my sidebar, number 1 and 2. They are both awesome!! If any of you couldn't see them before, hopefully they are there now for you.

Now, I just wanted to mention real quick, a problem that I noticed a while back and thought that I had fixed. It has to do with whether you can see my sidebar or not. My sidebar is to the right of my posts and includes my personal info, my podcast info, my highly recommended additional links, descriptions of my last 10 posts, and finally, my archives dating back to August, when I first started this blog.

Now, if this sidebar isn't there, when you come to my site, as you can see, you are missing a lot of stuff. Now, the problem was with those using larger text, instead of medium text. It pushed my posts too far over and didn't leave room for my sidebar. I apologize for this and for those that haven't ever seen my sidebar or for those that thought that it had disappeared for some reason or that maybe I had deleted it. In reality, it was always there, just not where it should have been. When it was pushed out of the way, it went to the very bottom of the main page of my blog. So, if you are ever on my blog and for whatever reason, can't see my sidebar, just scroll to the very bottom and please let me know about it in an Email. I believe that now, it should be okay.

Now, for those of you that want to use the Largest size print, it will push it to the bottom. As of right now, it is fine for anyone using any screen resolution and text size of larger on down. I'm going to see if I can fix it for even the Largest text but I'll do that later. Just know that my sidebar is always there, you may just have to scroll to the bottom of the page to find it.

For those that don't know how to find or change your text size for your browser, I use Internet Explorer and you just go to the top of your browser and click on VIEW and then click on TEXT SIZE and then chose what size you want from Largest to Smallest. If you can't see my sidebar, then you must be using LARGEST and if you just lower it to Larger, it should be fine. Anyway, just wanted to help those of you out that wondered what was going on, plus those of you that are new and wondered why I didn't have a sidebar. I hope that this helps.

Anyway, back to the task at hand, there are two ways to check out the pre and post 1990 ceremonies. There is both the written and the audio. The site that I use, has also done a great job of posting all of the written pre-1990 ceremony and then shows the changes by putting a line through whatever was deleted and changing the color of what was added. You can therefore see, very clearly, all of the changes, deletions and additions, of God's unchangeable, 100% inspired ceremony that was given through direct revelation to Joseph Smith.(Yeah right!!) The biggest subtraction, was deleting the death penalties which I mentioned. Now I have already done a very thorough review of the these temple changes and death penalties a few months back in one of my posts. But let me post these links again here, for those that don't have time to read that post right now.

The link for the audio of both the 1984 version and the current version since 1990:
http://www.lds-temple.org/audio.html

The Written, Mormon 1931 Temple Endowment Ceremonies:

http://www.lds-temple.org/temple0.htm

Nauvoo Endowment:

http://www.lds-temple.org/nauvooendow.htm

1879 LDS "Endowment House" Ritual:

http://www.lds-temple.org/1879.html

THE MORMON TEMPLE ENDOWMENT CEREMONY (1984 VERSION) :

http://www.lds-temple.org/temple1.htm

The 1990 revised version of the Temple ceremony (by the Tanners):

http://www.lds-temple.org/temple2.htm

Now, here is a great link, as I mentioned above, showing and exact comparison between the 1984 and 1990 Temple Ceremony with the words that were deleted from 1984, crossed out. They put the new words that were added in 1990 in red. As you'll be able to see, the changes went beyond the penalties and were very very extensive. Entire paragraphs were deleted and other ones added. For the First Presidency to say that the changes were minor, is just another huge lie in a long list of lies, deceit and cover-ups. I guess they are used to it by now after doing it since 1830 and passing it down from one generation to the next.(lying and deceiving) Joseph Smith gave all future General Authorities the perfect example and formula for lies and deception and they have followed it to a T!! Joseph would be so proud of their ability to deceive.

Summary of Major Changes in the LDS Temple Ritual from 1842-2005

http://utlm.org/newsletters/no104.htm#Summary

Here is information on the latest changes that occurred in January of 2005, regarding the initiatory washing and anointing rite. I want to once again, publicly thank the Tanners for all of their hard work and research:

http://utlm.org/newsletters/no104.htm#2005

The changes just keep coming guys. I'm sure that as time goes on, there will be one remaining constant; that the sacred, unchangeable, Mormon Temple Ceremony, will keep changing and changing. Why? Because it is a man made creation and is absurd, ridiculous and very screwed up. I'm sure that there will be more surveys sent out, asking what people like and don't like and then more changes. It so clearly has nothing to do with any God, or revelation and if people, TBM or not, could just use even half of their brain, analyze these changes and think about it, just for a second, it would also be clear to them that it has nothing whatsoever, to do with God. Isn't it so clear?

I can honestly say that I never gave it much thought, didn't think much about it, until I started my heavy research back in April/May of this year. The Changes in the temple, occurred while I was on my mission and of course, they were never, mentioned or discussed with the missionaries. I didn't even know that it had happened. I remember after my mission, we were able to go through the Buenos Aires Temple and I didn't even notice. It seemed that something was missing, but I think doing everything in Spanish, was my main concern, not what I was doing.

Anyway, then after my mission, I went through quite a few times, before it dawned on me what was missing. Of course, I couldn't discuss it with anyone or ask anyone about it, but it did bother me a lot. Then I just slipped into my cognitive dissonance in order to get past it. I remember feeling that it was a good change, justified it, but also wondered how the "inspired Temple Ceremony" could change or be altered, since that was strictly forbidden. I was glad that I now didn't have to act out how I would kill myself, but it always bothered me and I really didn't even fully realize, just how much had been changed and added, until I found the above links this past spring. I was stunned and shocked!! That was definitely one of the major blows for me among a bunch of final blows that destroyed any remaining belief or testimony that I was desperately clinging to.

I also remember the first time I listened to the audio of the ceremonies, I felt so bad, like God was going to do something horrible to me for violating my oaths, etc. The brainwashing is so strong and deep in the Mormon Church, that when one does decide to leave, they are paranoid, afraid and in some cases, almost subconsciously terrified. It is due to the deep indoctrination that has occurred, in many cases, since birth and the fear that is instilled in all members, especially temple goers. It is fear of death, being killed. You felt that God might hit you with lightening, give you a heart attack, etc. When you agreed, like 15-20 times, that you wouldn't ever mock God and that you'd rather slit your neck, chest and stomach, before revealing the secrets of the temple, DAMN, it has an effect on you, big time, as I'm sure you can imagine.

Now keep in mind that I made these promises, pantomimed the death penalties, alongside friends and Family members, when I was a true believer and had never even considered, for a second, that it wasn't all true. It was all I had known my entire life. So, I was still in shock, back in May and to actually hear the ceremony, over the Internet, not in the "Sacred Temple", was very surreal and shocking to my me. However, once it got started and I listened to it, as the recording went on, I heard the penalties repeated, I felt fine, realizing just how dumb, evil and vile the whole thing was. I realized that I had been tricked, duped and threatened through fear not to reveal the evil, man made temple ceremony, not because it was sacred, but because it was so shockingly repugnant and idiotic.

Anyone that I would have discussed it with, outside of the Church, wouldn't believe what I was telling them and that I was actually promising God and the Mormon Church, to slit my throat, chest and stomach. Plus, they didn't want members to sit around talking about it either, because they probably would have all felt the same way and many would have come to the same conclusion. I also want to mention that I've confronted several TBM's about these death penalties and the changing temple ceremonies and so far, not one of them has chosen to answer my questions or engage in any conversation with me, regarding these things. I wonder why?

So, I hoped this helped everyone and that you will go listen, review and read the temple ceremonies and see and hear for yourself, just how evil they really are. Is there any doubt that this so called Church is nothing but one massive cult? I do have to say, that once I learned the truth, that I was able to expand my brain, recognize reality and get out. I only hope that those of you out there that are still wondering, or on the fence, will be able to do the same thing.

It is truly a traumatizing experience, especially after being a member your whole life, to realize that everything you had always believed in, in the Mormon Church, is nothing but a complete and total fraud. Your whole make believe life, comes crashing down, along with your soul. It is both devastating and shocking. I can now sympathize and empathize with all that are going down this road that I'm still on. I wish everyone the very best and if you need any words of encouragement, Email me and I would be glad to listen, help, etc. I want to help as many people as possible to deal with what the Mormon Church has done to them.

I really want to thank everyone for your Emails and comments on my podcasts. I'm honestly really trying hard to answer every single Email I get and if you haven't heard back from me, you will soon. I've just been overwhelmed by the amount of Emails that I've been receiving. Some of your Emails are both touching and painful and make me both angry and sad. Some make me happy and glad that you're out of the cult and happier than ever and moving on with your life.

I really appreciate you guys sharing your personal experiences with me, both the good, the bad and the ugly. Some of your Emails are informative and very helpful in sharing information that I don't have or where to go to find or read something new. Then, I have those that think I'm the spawn of Satan and I especially enjoy those....LOL!! On my next podcast, I'm going to read a few of those to you guys and you'll be able to enjoy them to.

Those TBM's that send me that hate-mail, are really, very pathetic people, that start to accuse me of wanting to live a life of sin, treat people horribly, etc, and that I'm just looking for an excuse to do it. They must be brain-dead, brainwashed dumb-asses, because why would I go to all this trouble if I just wanted to screw, get drunk, do drugs, beat people up, vandalize and live a life of crime with the goal of being in a Federal penitentiary. If I wanted to do all of those things, I would just do them. Does that even make common sense? In other words, I really don't want to be a modern day Joseph Smith, who they idolize as a God and a fine example for their Children. Ironic, isn't it? They accuse me of wanting to act like their founding Prophet, Seer and Revelator, whose life and birth they have been worshiping this entire year.

They use no common sense, no reasoning whatsoever. I certainly wouldn't spend thousands of hours of my life, dedicated to researching Mormon doctrine and History and helping people, so that I could go on a drunken, hate-filled, drug infested, sex party. Yeah, before I go do all of that, I need to debunk Mormonism, so that I feel okay about doing those things. LOL!! Like I said, they are complete idiots and dumb-asses!! If you are one of these people and reading this, YEAH YOU!!

Actually, what they are, is exactly what the Mormon Church has raised them to be. They are ignorant, can't think for themselves, can't use any logic or reasoning, are brainwashed, judgmental and hate-filled. They have no tolerance, love or understanding and believe that they, Mormons, are the only ones on the planet that know the truth. Most of them have no desire to try to help me or anyone that has left the Church.(like we want there help) Instead, they want to condemn me, falsely accuse me, call me nasty names, question my intelligence, my character, twist my words into pretzels, all the while, they completely ignore all of my research and personal experiences. They ignore my sources, even Church sources and say that everything I'm doing is a complete lie and a creation of my mind. Hmmm....maybe they have me confused with Joseph Smith again?!!

In other words, they are the "perfect Morgbot." They are the opposite of what the Mormon Church claims to believe in and teach and they are perfect future General Authorities. However, they are the true reality and byproduct of Mormonism. They are what the Mormon Church, in reality, wants. They are the Spencer W. Kimballs and Boyd K. Packers in embryo. They are the epitome of future or current Mormonism leadership. They are the class examples and students that will one day be Bishops, Stake Presidents and maybe even one day, the Mormon Prophet of fraud.

These people will lie and deceive their own Father and Mother, in order to perpetuate the Mormon fraud. In order for the Mormon Church to move forward into many more generations, they need more people, like themselves, that are able and willing to continue perpetuating the fraud. You need corrupt men and women, with no integrity and no moral values to fulfill these future positions. That's another reason that they like to "keep it in the Family."

The Mormon Church means more to them than their own Families. They love and care more for Hinckley and his stupidity, than their own Children or Family. It's just a sad deal and I would love to help these people but most of them are beyond help and have their eyes set on the future prize of Mormon leadership. It's possible that some of them may have an awakening at some point but I believe most of these people are too indoctrinated to ever come back. They are the type that would drink the poison Koolaid, if it was simply "suggested" by Hinckley. They are cult members and either don't even know it or are very proud of it!! These are examples, in my opinion, of who the people are that write me these ridiculous Emails. There are some, that are just young naive, immature people, but I feel that most fit the above description.

Anyway, I do appreciate their Email though to be able to share with all of you, just how twisted, lost and demented these people are. Even though they may be beyond help at this point, I do wish them the best and good luck in their future cult endeavors. Hopefully they can find their way out of the rat's nest like most of us have that are reading this.

Take care everyone and let me know if there is anything in particular that you would like me to cover in a post or podcast that I haven't or you haven't heard me cover yet. I have over 80 items now on this blog, so it's possible that it's in the archives and I can direct you to it, if you can't find it.

Have a great night everybody and I'll be back soon!!

Samuel the Utahnite

Well, I'm Getting More And More Hatemail And I'm Loving It!! It Tells Me That I'm On The Right Track. Thanks For That, I Really Do Appreciate it!!

Here was the latest and it's a classic. No message, just a subject line:

To: samueltheutahnite@yahoo.com
Subject: You are such a sad case!
Date: Fri, 16 Dec 2005 18:24:16 -0700

You hear that everyone? I'm a sad case!! I say, awesome!! The response below, to this Email, is posted for all of you out there that think I'm a "sad case and pathetic and that I should get a life." LOL!! Rock and Roll man, glad that I bothered you so much that you took the time to Email me. Obviously, what I'm saying here or on my podcasts, riled or stirred up something in your soul. Feeling something is better than nothing, right? Maybe there are cracks in the Mormon mind control hypnosis that you've been under, after you read the "real truth" on my blog or hear the "real truth" on my podcasts. I just want to help you guys escape, honest!! You can do it!! Just have faith!!

Anyway, here was my response to this latest, very talkative, articulate person.

Date: Sat, 17 Dec 2005
From: "Samuel the Utahnite"
Subject: You are such a sadder case!! LOL!!

Well, I think you might just be an even sadder case then, since you are obviously a brainwashed member of a mind control, death cult and are happy with it. You love it!! You love to be told what to do, what to say, what kind of underwear to wear, to possibly give your own life if necessary(before revealing the secrets), who to be your friends, who to associate with, what to watch on TV, what to eat and drink, etc. I discovered the truth, got the hell out, and will spend every waking day of the rest of my life sharing what I've found, with the world and as loudly as I can. Hell, now your wife or girlfriend can't even get a boob job or wear two earrings. Sinners all!! That's truly tragic!! If Pamela Anderson were a member, she'd be totally pissed.

Did you go through the temple before 1990, like I did, and agree to slit your throat, your chest and your stomach, before revealing the secrets of the temple? That was a blast!! I sure hope that you didn't miss out, it was priceless dude. My favorite part was sitting next to my Dad and agreeing and pantomiming it together. Later I was able to do it with Friends and other Family members. It was so spiritual to look across the room and see my Mom also agreeing to slit her throat, etc. It was so inspirational!! I felt like I could have touched the face of God in that moment. I'm not making this shit up!!

Just in case you don't believe me, I have links where you can listen to the actual ceremony. Do you want to hear it or are you afraid that God will punish you for it? Go read about it on Fair or Farms, where they discuss the changes that took place in 1990, in the temple. It's not fantasy dude!! Just so you feel better, FARMS is part of BYU and fully accredited and approved by Hinckley, so it's safe to read anything they've written and has God's official stamp of approval.

I must admit, that even though I now talk openly about the Mormon temple secrets, I have not yet slit my throat, chest or stomach. Of course, God doesn't require people since 1990 to do that evil shit, but since I promised to, before God changed his mind, I assume that it still stands for me, right? Yeah, kind of confusing when God isn't sure what the hell he is doing and his "servants" are even more clueless, thus the need for the survey asking people what they liked and didn't in the temple ceremony. I guess when all else fails, including that hotline to God, DO A SURVEY!! But, the survey questions were all inspired of course.

I want to help as many people as possible to leave that damn Mormon death cult and you know what? The results have been tremendous so far in the few short months that I've been at it and it thrills me. I have been able to help a lot of people and the numbers just keep coming. I'm a missionary this time, but armed with the truth about Mormonism unlike the fraud and lies that I spread for 2 years on my Mormon mission. I will soon be trying to make amends for all of those people that I led astray. Hopefully, most if not all, have gone inactive, at least I hope so. If Mormon attendance numbers are as bad as reported, especially in South America, then they should all be out by now. I just need to make sure.

I like it most when I can help someone that has young Children, like the Email I got today, from someone that I've helped and they are so grateful that their children will never have to experience the depression and mind control that they themselves suffered through as kids. Their kids won't have to sing, "I hope they call me on a mission when they are 3 years old. Their kids won't be bearing their testimonies saying, "I know the Church is true and I know that Joseph Smith was a Prophet", right after potty training. Instead, the can stay home on Sunday, play with toys, watch cartoons and enjoy themselves like normal children, that aren't in a damn cult.

At 12 years old, they won't have to be asked, in private, by a strange man, if they "fondle themselves or masturbate or look at pornography. They also won't have to then go home, after the interview and look up masturbate in the dictionary, to find out what the hell it is. Isn't it wonderful?!!

That gives me great joy, being able to help people escape an evil cult like Mormonism. Equally as nice, is when somebody, a non-member, moves to Utah or next to a Mormon and turns to the Internet to find out about Mormonism and lo and behold, they find links to me, my blog and my podcast or any of my friends sites, in the vile, evil, Anti-Mormon community. After all, we are Devil/Satan worshipers, you do know that right?

Then the next thing that follows, is an Email, thanking me for helping them to know "the truth" about Mormonism, so that they will never ever, go near it. That is a wonderful blessing for that Family. Another Family escaping the evil cult!! I just want to help as many people as possible, that's all and oh yeah, cause the Mormon Church as much damage as possible along the way. Amazing how damaging truth can be, isn't it?

The Mormon Church, with their damn missionary program, pulls the same shit you accuse me of, don't they? They(the billion dollar corporation) send out 50,000 young men, to tell the world they and their Churches, are abominations(Joseph's First Vision) and false, that their teachers are corrupt and that they all must be Mormon or else. The evil Mormon cult, also makes the missionaries or their Families pay for the whole damn thing to boot. But again, as long as your happy, hey, go for it man.

But I've got an idea; how about you live your life in the Mormon Church, bowing your head and saying yes and I live my life out of the Mormon Church, shaking my head NO and saying, "no way in hell." So, you do your thing and I do mine. Deal? The 50,000 Mormon missionaries can bang on strangers doors and condemn their religion, so I can do the same thing with condemning Mormonism. How is what I'm doing, any worse or different than what the Mormon missionaries are doing? Wake up dude and smell the hot chocolate(trying to help you keep the word of wisdom).

Now, one final thought for you to think about man and this is really good for you and your Mormon buddies/community and Hierarchy. Since you belong to the Mormon Church, and they/you, have the only "real truth" on the whole entire planet and all the rest of us are 100% wrong and evil, plus the fact that I, in particular, am going to outerdarkness, for "kicking against the pricks", and Truth and good always conquer evil, you have nothing to worry about at all, right?

I, or any of my fellow Anti-Mormons, pose no threat whatsoever to you, your Mormon Church, Your "Profit" Hinckley or above all, your precious Joseph Smith that will one day judge us and send me straight into outerdarkness to join Hitler, Mussolini, Castro, Saddam Hussein, Bin Laden, etc.

Now isn't that a very comforting thought for you this Christmas season? I just wanted to make you feel better about what I'm doing. As you dance off to polygamous lives, endless spirit babies and worlds without number along with Godhood and celestial glory while bowing down to Joseph, I will never again have a body of flesh and bone and will suffer with Satan and all his demons for all Eternity in outerdarkness.

Now that, should make your bosom burn!! I can't wait!!

Send this to all your Mormon TBM buddies that may be concerned about what I'm doing or any of my friends in the Anti-Mormon community, like Mike and Hyrum over on TheChurchisnotrue.com or Infymus who runs the Mormon Curtain, etc. In the end, you guys will have the last laugh because You Mormons are the only ones that know, and will ever know, from now until the end of the world, the real truth. You are a"special and peculiar" people. As Hinckley taught, "Mormon means more good", even though you don't like being called Mormons? Just another one of those unexplainable policy changes when the Mormon God must have been drunk or something.

Unless everyone is Mormon, in this life or the next, they are screwed. However, people like me, are special cases, because we had the full light and we have now turned against it. We were the elect that didn't remain faithful in our second estate and have been deceived by the almighty Satan. What a shame!! But, like I said, you guys will win, so have no fear, right? I do have to admit thought, it sure is fun, "kicking against the pricks" in Salt Lake. Maybe some day, Mormon God willing, you can join me and we can all live as one.....!!

Samuel the Utahnite

Hey, also, I loved your Email dude!! I could tell that you put a lot of deep, intellectual thought into it. Way to go man!! Have fun on Kolob when you get there. I wonder if you'll be able to Email me from the Celestial Kingdom, since I'll be in deep outerdarkness. Maybe, there will be windows, and you can drop down and take a peak, while watching me suffer and taunt me, make faces at me, point and laugh, etc? Now wouldn't that be fun? For peace of mind, Remember this: Those who follow Satan will be cast into outerdarkness, “where there is weeping, and wailing, and gnashing of teeth.” ( D&C 133:73 .) Man that Smith guy was inspired!!

I say these things in the name of Joseph Smith, AMEN

Now, raise your hands and chant with me, Pay Lay Ale dude!!

Merry Smithmas!!

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Well, I just felt the need to share this with you guys and at the same time, leave a little message for the "Anti-Samuel the Utahnites" out there that seem to be an ever increasing group. Of course the awesome Emails outnumber these type by at least 20-1. I appreciate everyone out there that reads my blog and listens to my podcasts, sends me tips and information and is spreading the good word and truth about the Mormon fraud. The more people that can learn the truth, the better. I also want to especially thank all of you out there that share your personal stories, experiences and journies with me, it means so much, thank you!! If any of you out there, want me to share your story, annoymously or not, just let me know. I created this blog to help others and if you feel that your story could help somone, let's share it. Just let me know.

It will take a collective effort by all of us to continue to share this message and get it out there to the world. You guys rock and I'll be back later on today on my blog and with another podcast by tonight. Keep up the great work and thanks again everyone, for all of your support, hard work, comments, Emails and help in spreading this message to as many people as possible as quickly as possible. Being able to help people makes it all worth it!!

Samuel the Utahnite